Abundance

This was the piece I painted after Wild Bloom, and I felt myself overflowing, not emotionally, but energetically. The greens, yellows, and blues felt alive beneath my brush, and I found myself expanding with them. While painting, I realised I am not someone who needs to be poured into to feel full. I generate my own richness, my own vibrancy, my own sense of enoughness. Her gaze felt like mine: open, aware, present, not searching, not waiting, simply existing in fullness. I felt connected to growth, to nature, to the kind of flourishing that doesn’t ask for permission. I am not small. I am not reduced. I am not surviving… I am thriving. This piece reminded me that there is nothing lack-based about me. I am a possibility, generosity, softness, vitality, and light. I am more than enough, and I take up space with ease. I am abundant and I don’t apologise for it.